this kind of things happen too many times.
and i'm too tired of trying and trying to patch things up.
why, when in the end it might be a futile attempt.

from the beginning,
theres already this feeling in me which Felt that
such a thing would happen.
it happens every single time.

maybe i'm just cursed, jinxed, whatever.
maybe its just not meant to be.

i dont know.

the emotional fightings that's going on.

the heart is losing the battle.

its not that i did not trust.
i tried to forget about
your past, the things you used to do.

the things you said,
and everything.

i knew you were lying from the start.


















































i hate this.






















nevermind,
its okay.
















(:

please do not assume.
it doesnt make things better.
and you might be Wrong.